Too Much Pain To Hold In.

I said I didn't want to write anymore. And, that feeling still holds true even though my mind and heart are wrestling over the subject (I want to quit, but can't). Anyway, that's not what this is about. And this isn't some announcement that I'm back or there'll be things to come from me.  …

“Lonely Blues” by Cortney Joseph

I've grown so comfortable in my loneliness, I've come to expect feelings of sadness & nothing less. I've come to expect not a care from the world. Come to accept the life of an unloved girl. I've perfected smiles that are hardly true. I've settled in my life of lows and blues.   _________ Follow http://instagram.com/writtenbycort…

Last Day by Cortney Joseph

No one, and I do mean no one, has felt or understood or come to know pain the way I have. It thrives when I’m at my highest, sitting back, waiting to drag me down to the pits of sorrow and depression; waiting to laugh and taunt, show me that I have been and will always be a nothing and a nobody in this world.