Wrap your wings around me, Console my aching heart that’s pounding wildly, Beating faster, and faster, as I sink back into the reality That you’re only in my imagination. Only in my imagination.
If I closed my eyes and wished hard enough maybe you’d be standing beside me when I opened them again Life would be much grander if I could feel your loving embrace to hear your voice etch itself in my memory
I sat up for hours, watching the sky convincing myself that I had no reason to cry didn’t need a goodbye feeding myself the lies, “I’m fine” I’m fine When inside I’m dying searching for new ways to cope and get by new ways to brush these feelings aside to disguise the pain I… Read More
Even she cries. Yes, the one who wears the big smile. The one who glows like a ray of sunshine. The one whose joy holds back a million lies.
They don’t even care to see the pain I struggle to hide deep within me. “Suck it up”, learn how to deal, they say with ease, without knowing it’s my soul they slowly kill. They don’t want to know. They don’t even care to see.
So many things going through my head, I find myself wishing I could disappear instead of being left to deal with the problems of others toppling on my shoulders. Strangled, feeling smothered. Nowhere to run, no one to turn to, left to cry lonely teardrops in a world turned misty blue. Alone, afraid.… Read More
It was all smoke and mirrors, the facade you showed. That confidence and swagger that caused me to stagger, as my feelings began to grow and my common sense went out the door. Still, I needed more, made myself believe you were indeed made for me, and all your lies were the truth.… Read More
It doesn’t stop, the passion. the desire. the drive to succeed. Life always has an obstacle, to toss. to hurl. to stop you in your tracks for good. Refuse, never give in.
It happens every time. I find myself caught up in promises of a better tomorrow. You gently wipe away my tears of sorrow, and I forgive, and I forget, and I regret as your hands reconnect in ways unfavorable. More lies flow with ease. And I’m left to figure out new ways to please, To… Read More